strugglingtobeheard:

strugglingtobeheard:

I decided to fuck with the hats again. Who tryna check me right now? Don’t. 

i’m reblogging this photo again. cause i had some thoughts and stuff i said at a documentary about trans-masculinity during amc called what happens in the bathroom by kai green. the documentary was amazing and so was kai’s movie. he is awesome. but i spoke about how afraid i’ve been to present as masculine because of all the times i’ve been called a man, ugly, and other forms of insults that people use against trans* women often as well as cis Black women. the focus on being beautiful, on needing to be visually attractive. and fears i had of what might come from presenting masculine. and still wanting my femininity valued in many areas. and as a genderfluid person, i also admitted that sometimes he pronouns are ok. and i dunno, it was just… a brave moment for me that was supported and affirmed and i wanted to reblog this photo cause i know i’ve been thinking of this for awhile but not wanted to be called a fake or tryna be fitting in with something or id as something i am not. but here it is.